Breakup!!

I found out that my boyfriend of 5+ years has been cheating on me and we broke up exactly 1 week now today. The girl he's been cheating with didn't know I existed evn tho both me and him worked on a piece for her business early last year.

Make matters worst ..he's been hiding this girl from me for over a year now and they have been forming a "love" relationship for over 7 months ..so he didn't even have the decency to break up with me before he started a new relationship.

I'm so distraught ..this is someone I considered to be my bestfriend and I thought of him as my twin-flame/soulmate😔 and he tossed me aside as if I didn't mean anything to him. People say he's being cold because he's embarrassed for what he did but that doesn't make me feel any better. I miss him😔