amn don't even know where to start. When we met online and I was sceptical for alot of reasons. You were a kind and funny person and you were just there for my boredom at first. Then we became closer and I felt a blush everytime you flirted when we texted. I flirted back of course and it was a joke, as so I thought.

I know your real, I heard your voice and seen your face on video chat. I never knew what we were beyond the sweet words and 'I love you' that we tell eachother every morning and every night. I have lots of feelings but my fear is that my hormones are taking me over and this is not love. This is not what I want it to be.

I guess making it official when you said 'I can finally prove I have a beautiful girlfriend when we see eachother' was the point I had so much feelings but one is doubt. How could you love someone so far? Out of everyone you could have taken you found little weirdo me.

For is it love or lust your after?