Wanting a baby after an abortion

I know this is probably just based off emotions but I want to try for a baby 😔 I had an abortion a month ago and most times I’m ok with it and happy with my decision but I get a little bit of remorse when I think about it and see a bunch of people posting about being pregnant on this app especially, on Facebook, YouTube etc it’s like I can’t get away from it. My first pregnancy was a complete accident with a broken condom . But I just really want to try again even though I don’t have a boyfriend and that would be dumb. Maybe I’m just talking out of my ass . Has anyone else felt like trying after their abortion ?