I got a BFP last week, but I've been here before...

It's so hard not to think the worst is going to happen, but I have had so many signs with this pregnancy. It's still very early, technically AF was due today and it's been a day of me just waiting for her to arrive.

I've held it together all day, I also started a new role at work today and it's all been a bit overwhelming.

As soon as I got in the car to drive home I shed a little tear, and rubbed my belly and begged this little baby to know how loved they already are and how much we want them to stick around...and as I drove around the corner...this appeared...

It's the biggest, brightest most beautiful rainbow I've seen for a long time!!

Still no AF and I usually wake up in the morning and she's there. My Doctor was only going to call me if there was anything on my bloods that she was worried about and there hasn't been any calls. First scan is booked in and it's all just a waiting game now, but everything is crossed that this is our Rainbow Baby 🌈🌈.