Anyone ever have doubts when having another kid? I definitely always wanted multiple children. But now that it's happening, I'm terrified lol. My son is almost 5 and autistic. I'm so scared of this upcoming change. I also feel guilty for some reason because he's always got all the attention. Then I'm thinking, what if the second baby and I don't have the same bond. I know it's things that are stupid but idk..it's a huge change. Pregnancy hormones are making me crazy.