Ready To Give UpšŸ˜„

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Been ttc for 3years doctors says everything normal I only have a hormonal imbalance (dont ovulate each month but somehow ALWAYS GET + OPK i feel when its time cause sex hurts like hes right at my cervix) I was prescribed 1 clomid pill to take on CD 5 Guess What? It didn't work took a pregnancy test this am its a BFN Im starting to think I'm CURSEDšŸ¤¦šŸ¾ I think my bf getting frustrated he would never tell me that.. he loves me to much to even say it i can sense it & i see it he has a big family so it kids everywhere his brothers & sisters have kids I know its me!! Idk what else to do Im starting to become depressed & dont want him around cause I know he feels some kind of way of me not being able to conceive but he wont tell mešŸ˜£ Ladies please guide me in the right direction my heart is heavy & hurting Im in tears typing thisā˜¹

Af was WEIRD but still BFN