How do I tell him I don’t want an abortion

Kelsea

I found out Friday that im pregnant (I’m 18 he’s 20) and he’s been trying his hardest to convince me to get an abortion and he just breaks down (emotionally) when I tell him I’m not 100% for that because he doesn’t want a kid rn which I understand. I know it’s my body and it’s my choice but he should have a say too and I don’t want to force him to have a baby with me but at the same time I don’t want to go through the physical and emotional pain of losing my first baby like this. I feel bad now telling him I don’t want an abortion because I already agreed with it and told him I’d do it just for him but now if I go back on that he’ll think I’m just screwing with his head. Please help im so emotional. What should I do? Should I just get the abortion?