I’m losing hope for this month but I really need this

Jennifer

My husband and I have been ttc for over a year now. I’m 38, he’s 41. The more time goes by the more I lose hope that it’s going to happen. My family is dealing with the very recent loss of my Grandma and I sure would love to be able to give some good news to everyone. Af is expected to show any day this week. I’m currently on cd 28 but my periods are irregular, so it could easily start in a couple days. I’ve been feeling slight cramps intermittently today. Please God, let it be our turn!!