How do you ladies who have had miscarriage after miscarriage and years and years of trying to conceive continue?

I had my first son in January 2010. He was born with health issues but I thank God every day that he survived and he’s alive.

In January 2017 I had my first miscarriage and it was devastating. Completely broke me.

January 2018 my Rainbow Baby was born, 10 days after my 1yr anniversary of my miscarriage.

Fast forward to today and I am having another miscarriage and possible ectopic pregnancy... still too early to know.

I’m losing my faith. I have prayed over and over and yet my prayers have not been answered. I get it, God has bigger prayers to answer and I am so lucky and grateful to have 2 healthy, beautiful boys.

The last 4 months have been nothing short of shitty. We had to put our dog down, she was my best freaking friend and now another miscarriage.

I just don’t understand how y’all brave souls have the strength to continue because this is breaking me yet again...

Stay strong girls!!