Since yesterday I’ve had mild af like cramping, and some more pinching pains in my lower abdomen. I had just a few spots of red/pinkish when I used the restroom. And I have this almost lump in my throat that makes me feel like I really need to throw up. I’ve really tried not to symptom spot as I have had 3 miscarriages in the past 7 months (one at 12 weeks and her due date was yesterday and 2 chemicals.

I’ve been pregnant 6 times with 2 living children so I definitely know what’s normal for me and what isn’t but I REALLY can not get my hopes up. My heart is just aching for our rainbow baby.

If I’m not pregnant this cycle I will be starting with letrozole and trigger shot next cycle with possible <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IUI</a>. I’m really hoping to avoid it but I’ll do whatever it takes.

Any words of wisdom/encouragement is much appreciated, I need to keep my mind busy the next week.

Baby dust ✨