i recently had to go back on my antidepressants that i stopped taking (they killed my sex drive snd i felt like they just weren’t working) and my therapist told me that i would have to start taking them again for her to see me, to see if they were working or not

well, as i said, they kill my sex drive and i feel so gross about it. anytime me and my boyfriend get intimate, it just feels “eh” for me. and i never orgasm. im just never turned on anymore. and my boyfriend isn’t giving me ANY flack for this, he said he doesn’t mind and he doesn’t care just as long as i’m happy. he’s really supportive and a good guy. but i just feel so gross and worthless bc im not my usual sexual self

my bf even tried to make me orgasm as best as he could, gave me head for about 10 minutes and it just didn’t do anything :(( i feel really bad bc it’s not like he doesn’t pleasure me, i’m just not into it with these meds... any ideas?? support?? ❤️💘💕