I moved to NC with my husband and his family from NY. Everyone told me it'd be easier then what I was going threw in NY. I was dumb and believed them. I found out I was pregnant a week before we moved... babies happen at the worst times I swear. We were trying for a baby for 1 year and 3 months... it happend right before this big mistake. I need to get back to my home to give this baby the best life she or he deserves.

We got to NC after a 12 hour drive. Its beautiful here. But back in NY wages were higher, rent was lower, and I enjoyed life more. Here in NC we are paying $400 in rent for a 3 bedroom (we get 1 bedroom). (We live with in laws, total rent is $1200). I work for 11.50 an hour part time, and my husband makes 16 an hour full time and can barely pay bills.

In NY we were paying $550 for a 3bdrm house, by ourselves, no family.

Wages were so much higher. I was making $14 an hour full time, plus OT. And husband was making $18 an hour full time. And we were living with no issues, so comfortable.

Now we need to go back to NY from NC and we don't have the funds... it's making me stressed, depressed. So bad that I wanna cry and keep everything bottled in and be angry towards everyone. I just cant help it.

A dang uhaul is gonna cost us $900

Gas will cost us $300-400

And our house will cost us $1000 to move in (1st and security deposit).

I made a GoFundMe thing but I doubt I'll have luck... I'm just trying to do what's best for my husband and the baby. We're miserable here. We work but cant save due to just barely paying our Bill's. I've looked into loans, but I cant get approved for one... I'm struggling so much and I cant take it anymore. I'm so done.😭😭😭

I'm now 17w5d, the doctor isn't happy I wanna move because I'll have to drive and they don't want me driving that far due to stress. But I'm already stressing, so bad. I just need help. So much help.