Crush

Madeline

So mainly I just want to talk about my crush and stuff.

So I met him 2 years ago and my mom is best friends with his mom.

We hadn’t seen each other at all and then in January of this year, I saw him at my cousins house because he’s best friends with my cousin.

And you know how you get that feeling a person likes you? I got that the second time I saw him at my cousins house.

But he was always mean to me and stuff. I know I know, that usually means they like you. But I wasn’t thinking that lol

Anyway, i had seen him probably 7 times, followed him on Instagram and added him on Snapchat.

I even had him in my contacts from my cousins phone hahaha

I see him every Thursday at dog club ( a project in 4-H where you train your dog ) and last Thursday i had to pick him up from his moms house to go to dog club, and then my mom is the coordinator for dog club and randy ( my crush) and I only train our dogs for the first hour and then the higher levels are in second hour. So we sat and talked for the rest of that and got soooo much closer and then we play iMessage games and talk every day/ every other.

Anyway I asked my friend to ask him if he liked me and she said that he said he did!

My other friend told him she knew someone who liked him and he said he knew who it was. So he knows I like him but he doesn’t think I know that, and I know he likes me, except he doesn’t know I know that, If that makes sense lol.

Moving on, I’m always happy talking to him and smile the whole time and before I knew my feelings about him 100%, I told him I used to like him, and asked that we could stay friends and he said yes that nothing was gonna change.

So I know even if we don’t work out I won’t lose him as a friend either!!! Wish me luck ❤️

Edit: He told my friend he doesn’t like me anymore, but I’m thinking he still does Bc when we’re around I

Still get that feeling and we connect. We always have a ton of fun together even if we’re doing nothing, and we love to hang out which kinda brings me to the conclusion he still likes me, but mixed signals are hard 😫