Before this year I hated you. I don’t have a real reason why besides the fact that you were hella annoying. At the beginning of this year I was not happy to know I’d have to see you in half of my classes every day. Now I look forward to them. You’ve made one of the most boring classes very fun so thank you for that. Slowly as the year progressed I started to like you as a friend. You’re really funny and chill and fun to be around. Then it got to the point that I’d look forward to seeing you everyday and I hated it when you were absent. Then one day I was sitting in class (thinking abt you) and I realized “holy shit...I like him”. And I was just sitting there like I can’t like him, he’s stupid, annoying, and he’s just matt(that’s not his name btw, that’s from a book that’s right in front of me lmao). Then I was like “ok, i don’t even like him that much I’ll get over him easily. Besides it’s Matt”. Days and weeks go by and I like you even more. We keep getting closer. And I like you so much now I actually think about you a lot btw🙊. In some ways I feel like it’s possible that you like me cuz you always tease me(in a fun way) and I do the same cuz why not. And we laugh together and sometimes you stare at me for no reason at all. Or if you come to me in the hall and say something stupid. You’re helpful sometimes. When we’re talking out of nowhere you stare at me and smile and you won’t tell me why. Also you do stupid things that would be annoying to someone else but you know that idc so you do it’ll . And you complimented me today:). Also I like when we stare into each other’s eyes cuz that’s nice lol. Btw we did today for abt 5 seconds without saying anything. Then we had to keep working lol. But in ways I’m like “why would he like me, he’s so popular and im just me. I mean I’m not unpopular but I’m not popular either yk” but other times every thing you do just says yes yes yes. Also I want us to hug. Like we could just hug for a long time and it would be comfy and you’d smell good and ahh. It would be the best thing ever. But for now I’ll just keep doing my thing and you just keep doing yours and maybe just maybe something could happen but for now we have a good relationship going and I don’t wanna ruin that. I just want you to know that I really like you a lot. Wayy more than I ever thought I would. But since this sounds a lot less clingy (but it’s still true) I love you as a friend (shoot maybe even more than that) and I just thought you should know🥰. And do me a favor, keep being you cuz I love everything about you. Kk that’s what I wanted to say to my crush sorry it’s so long and congrats if you read to here.