Last year I was raped, before I was raped I was extremely modest almost to the point it was too much. Like I wouldn’t be friends with someone who wasn’t a virgin type stuff. Ever since I was raped my modesty has completely switched. I almost every day post photos with lots of cleavage and I’m not afraid to sext someone every month or so I think is attractive. I feel as if this is my way of coping with the sexual assault because I feel uncomfortable in my own skin and the complications from the other guys about my body. I never realized this until today and this is why I’m posting this. I realized that’s the reason because when I’m in a depressed mood I run and take half naked pics, and if one person says I look bad I completely stop posting stuff for a long time and delete any half naked pics I have at all. And yes I have tried other things such as consulting. I’m 15 years old. Is this a sin?