I need advice.

I am a single mom of one. My baby was conceived through rape. I decided to keep my baby regardless of that because I don’t believe in abortion. It was by far the hardest decision of my entire life! I was 25. Now I’m now 28. About 6 months ago I decided to get the help because I wasted all my savings I’ve had since I was younger on my baby mostly. It has been very hard to raise my baby on my own since I don’t depend on anyone at all. So close friends said to get food and cash assistance so I did. BUT this is the thing my worker has been mean to me and very difficult he cut my help last December for no valid reason and I spoke to someone else they gave me my help right away. Then again he’s cutting my help because he says I’m out of the country when I’m not, I was away only a few hours and I was told by some other lady.

They’ve been wanting me to get a job etc but i can’t get a job because i have no one to take care of my baby. I live out in a ranch with no neighbors and I have literally no one to help me out...

So that’s that... they understood BUT my worker is the one who’s been an asshole the whole time. I left him q message almost a month ago and he never got back to me then again not long ago today and still hasn’t.

Im going crazy stressing out because I’m really in a situation where I can’t work until I find a day care and that’s also been very complicated since there’s not many day cares close by.

Im stressing out and feeling so depressed about this situation. I don’t know what to do anymore I’m very sad that I need the help and this is happening where I know there’s people who don’t even need the help and they’re getting the help and not really needing it or going through this.