Does this make me weird or too much of a freak?

Drea

With my bf I really enjoy giving him head just because he’s such an amazing person so I love pleasuring him so much and because I just love making him feel good in general. We don’t live together but whenever I do go to his apartment for like 2-3 days I always do it 1-3 times a day and idk if this is weird or too much of me to do. Like whenever we have sex my bf doesn’t always go down on me which is fine by me sometimes he just wants to get right into it when I’d be with one who’s going down on him and i feel maybe I do it to much to where he might always want me to do it since I always do it you know? Almost like if he will take advantage or get used to me doing it all the time therefore he will always want it? He’s never said anything about me not doing it he loves it so much but I just feel as much as I do it does that mean I always have to? Like the other night I was so tired I didn’t do it and I felt like maybe he wished I did since I always do. I feel like I’m a freak for this