I had a obgyn appointment today n of course we hear the heart beat which was a lil lower than last time (they said its normal to go up n down just not by a lot. ) I took some blood test n she tested me for things u knew I dont have. BUT what I'm upset about is I was told in my last appointment that I would get another ultrasound to check the baby's growth which is what I was so excited about........ how about I didnt get one done. I almost cried.

I try not to worry so much but I have had a miscarriage before n every day I'm looking for sore boobs, dizziness or my strong sense of smell and taste bc if something is off I freak out thinking its another miscarriage. How am I suppose to know my baby is doing well without an ultrasound ever few weeks? Call me obsessed but I need to know. How do yall do it?