To give you some background information I’m 29 years old. I met who I thought was the love of my life when I was 19 and married him at 24. He’s always been so perfect and everyday treated me like I was the only women for him. We’ve spent years talking about our future together and how we both want 3 kids. In fact I’m 12 weeks pregnant with our first. He was literally so happy when I told him I was pregnant. He was none stop kissing my stomach and talking about names for the baby. My whole life was falling into place. Then by my side through almost my whole life I’ve had my best friend. We met in junior year in high school. Her and I were total opposites but we got along so well. We hung out all the time and I told her every secret I’ve ever had. After high school we even went to the same University and shared a room together. Years later when I met my boyfriend she didn’t approve of him at all. She talked about how she thought I was way better looking then him and that I should dump him. Well years went by and her and I stayed best friends but every now and then she makes comments about how I’m too good for him. Even though she said these things my husband and her always got along. Never fighting never flirting. They were normal with each other. Up until a week ago I caught them having sex in MY kitchen. My best friend was bent over the counter with my husband fucking her. It was so disgusting I almost fainted right then and there. He ran after me when he noticed I saw but I grabbed my things and left and I’m currently at my parents house. I feel so betrayed and alone. I can’t even decide who I’m more hurt by my husband or best friend. So u know I have no desire to go back to him and I’m definitely never speaking to her again. My plan now is to get a divorce and to find my own place to raise my child. I feel so broken.

EDIT: Him and I spoke yesterday for the first time since I caught him. He cried and begged for me not to leave him. He told me he wanted us to stay together because he loves me and doesn’t want our baby to have divorced parents. Listening to him say all this is hilarious. If he loved me he wouldn’t have fucked my best friend. If he wanted our family together he wouldn’t have cheated. Simple as that. Most importantly though I don’t want my baby to have a dumbass mother that stayed with a liar and a cheater. I’m too good for that and my baby deserves better. Can’t wait to divorce his ass.

Also thanks for all the kind comments!! Means so much❤️❤️❤️