I’m pretty sure this is 100% negative..

Holly • Wife | fur-mom | teacher | infertility warrior | Oct 2020 👶🏼

But after four years I have to have some hope. I’m probably just crazy. 12 DPO AF due in 2 days. This was taken just before 9:30 PM tonight. I tested this morning and saw nothing. Having some mild cramps but like.. strange cramps? And I had like shooting pain in my left breast today. Praying this is finally it but I also feel like I’m forcing myself to see something that’s not there.