I don’t even know how to begin this post but I want to get this off of my chest, I’ve been with my boyfriend for 5+ years and we’ve been TTC for almost two years, tracked my ovulation, bought vitamins that claim they increase chances of fertility, even tried pre-seed but nothing seems to work and I try to be positive and act like I’m ok when the test come back negative or I get my period but I just can’t help it, it doesn’t help as well that my younger sister just had her baby and everyone ask me “when are you having yours?” And I just laugh it off but deep down I feel terrible but I can’t bring myself to say this to my family nonetheless my boyfriend..I’m happy for my sister don’t get me wrong but it sucks how she knew her baby daddy for a few months and got pregnant quick. I feel like the world is conspiring against me I just feel like I’m losing hope but my boyfriend always talks about how he can’t wait to come home to his “son” and play with him and dress him up, I just feel horrible thinking I’m doing something wrong.