So my boyfriend and I are currently taking a break, due to many different casualties. I love him a lot, and I don’t want to lose him. But I dont know how to be a girlfriend. I’ve always been a loner.. boys like me but idk I’ve never really been in a real relationship with someone. At the moment we don’t talk to each other and we walk past each other (were in high school) it hurts a lot. Seeing him not being able to touch him as I want, but I know this break will bring us fortune within our relationship. But how do I deal with these feelings? How do I stop my feelings from getting in the way of my choices?