I'm 12 days PP and having the hardest time coming to terms with my new body.

I was plus sized to begin with, and gained around 30 lbs with my little one. As of today, I'm back to my pre-pregnancy weight, but my body feels so foreign. My belly is soft, but it was before too. I see my reflection in the mirror and I see myself getting smaller each day and it crushes me. I was so miserable in my body by the end of pregnancy, but it feels like I'm longing for that body again.

I'm wondering if anyone else feels conflicted about their shrinking body, and how you're getting past it.