Literally so excited!! I felt feelings I've never felt before. My boyfriend is such a dick and doesn't want me to be a part of the babies life but if that keep up I'm gonna leave. I love my sister even tho we ain't that close and honestly I've been thinking about how I wish I coul be an aunt. I want another baby but the time isn't right for me right now so it'd be nice to have a baby I can just hand back to the mom. Sorry just overly excited and nobody to talk to about this. I know nobody actually cares but im happy for her.

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He's crazy controlling. Im gonna buy my sister some stuff for the baby after she finds out how far along she is tho an I'm gonna be there as much as she needs me before and after the baby, and if he doesn't like it he can leave. leaving him now is hard cuz I'm thinking he's disappointed since he wants a baby so bad and I can't give him one right now. He thinks I'm not 100% into this, we've been together 5 years and have kids already. But hes been wanting one for a year and I'm not ready.