Forever just a dog mom 😭😭😭

My husband and I have been together for 10 years. 2 years married..... for almost 3 years my husband gets saying “soon we will have a baby” so when i think the time frame of “soon” comes around i ask again...., in which he will get mad and then i get mad. Leaving us not talk for a week at a time. So me being the person i am- apologize for rushing him and just hold in all my feelings! And he will always try to fix these arguments with “we will start trying soon”...... well what does “soon” even me anyways?!?!!!

Little bit of whats going on in my life- im an infant teacher in a childcare center, two co-workers just had babies, three of my parents are pregnant again, and last night i seen 4 birth announcements and 2 pregnancy announcement on fb. So at 6:00pm i called it a night and went to bed. My husband today ask whats wrong? I shrug it off and act like nothing. Its not worth this fight right now. We are hosting easter dinner at our house this year and id give ANYTHING to have a pregnancy announcement for my family!!