I’ve been TTC for over three years and nothing.. recently my sister who is a meth addict moved to my moms to sober up we just found out she is pregnant and she’s been heavily addicted for 8 years .. she used meth,pills and who knows what else before knowing and now even though she is now aware of her pregnancy she’s still smoking cigarettes and weed. I’m just heartbroken I’ve tried so hard and seeing how unhealthy she is yet she so easily conceived I’m just ... idk in a dark place about it. It’s hard after ttc to see another pregnant woman in the house regardless, but one who is so careless and still gets this gift.. it’s hard to stomach