Bare with me. Been ttc and it’s been so frustrating. I missed my period for two whole months and hpts were negative but I can physically feel my body changing. I list my symptoms and absolutely EVERYTHING points to pregnancy. Right down to feeling flutters and kicks that do NOT feel like gas. I know what gas feels like and this is a completely different sensation, one I’ve never felt before. My lower belly is hard to the touch. If my calculations are corrects I would be 16w4d today which explains everything I’ve been feeling, right down to the flutters and taps. I’m just so scared that I’m not actually pregnant even though everything in my body is SCREAMING yes you are pregnant. I’ve spent so many nights crying feeling like I’m crazy for feeling this way. I’m going to be going to the clinic to get tested but like I said, I’m terrified. I’m terrified my body is lying to me. I’m terrified that all these feelings are just in my head. I’m terrified of going in there and being told “no you’re not pregnant” cause that means my body and brain is doing everything it can to convince me otherwise. I’ve tried letting it go, even when my “period” was extremely late and then showed up. I thought to myself “see not pregnant, you got your period” but my intuition is telling me otherwise and I don’t know if I can trust it. I’m at a loss here. I feel scared and alone. I’m the only one feeling these things happen to my body and I just don’t understand 😓

Everyone on here keeps telling me there is no way you could be pregnant without getting a positive hpt but then I see women comment all the time that they had negative hpts too and found out they were actually pregnant the whole time. A doctor for sure will be able to tell me if I am or not so we will see.. just had to get this off my chest.