Okay I need to vent🤦🏼‍♀️

Being pregnant has been HORRIBLE. I was throwing up all day everyday until 20 weeks. I’ve always had severe anxiety and depression but I’ve been off meds for a while. But it got significantly worse after getting pregnant. I tried 3 different depression medications and they all made me so sick I couldn’t leave the bathroom for 24 hours so I can’t take anything to help. I was in the ER for dehydration from the morning sickness 3 times before it finally stopped at 20 weeks. Then at 22 weeks I got kidney stones and dealt with those for a few weeks. Then as soon as I hit 27 weeks the nausea started back up again.

My temper has gotten extremely extremely short and I don’t know if it’s the hormones or if I’m just sick of feeling like this constantly. I’m normally outside working all day and always doing stuff. I like to do everything for myself and I hate having to have people help me but ever since I got pregnant I feel like I can barely even take care of myself.

I’m honestly not even excited, I’m just done.