31 weeks. Scared of becoming a mom

I am currently 31 weeks, and having some pretty bad anxiety about becoming a new mom. I can’t believe how fast the pregnancy has gone. I wish it was a bit longer to be honest!

I’m looking for anyone who feels or felt this way to hear from I would really appreciate feeling less alone ( I know I’m not alone) . I just feel so scared and overwhelmed right now . I was fine up until I hit 30 weeks. I want to be a good mom so badly be capable and able to sooth my baby, and I worry I won’t be able to.

I am also really scared of losing the baby in my belly. Might sound odd, although I have hard physical days I really love having the baby inside of me, I feel so connected with the baby and I like it a lot. I know she has to come out in a couple months though obviously. I guess the reality isint here yet?

Also, doctors and everyone continuously say things about postpartum depression ect which really scares me. Is this guaranteed to happen to me ? It seems to be a topic that continuously comes up and is increasing my anxiety.

Any thoughts input I would be so grateful 💗