Sadness

After two failed cycles doctor suggests my husband do a Semen sample. So he does. Never in my life did I think it was him. We have been trying for over a year. His count was very very low and what was there was 100% abnormal. Like two tails abnormal. Doc said insemination and ifv would not be a option because there is no normal it’s all abnormal. I’m so bummed and heartbroken. I was supposed to do my trigger shot today. I’m so disappointed and hurt.