My sweetest Evelyn....

Since the moment I knew you were growing in my tummy I loved you more than you can even imagine. As you grew and grew, so fast too I might add, my heart grew even more fond of your little movements. Little butterfly 🦋 touches turned into nudges and then those nudges turned into strong little kicks. I always knew you were a fighter, and mommy is so proud for how hard you fought. Today we learned that that your sweet little body is getting tired. All that extra fluid around you has made your little heart grow weak. I know you want to rest, and you deserve it. Since day one you have been busy growing strong and fighting, but my sweet little girl, your tiny body isn’t going to hold up much longer... it breaks my heart to have to make such decisions, but I can’t let you suffer anymore. You are just to sweet for this cruel world. You are going to earn your angel wings very soon. You get to be in heaven, in the arms of god. Safe. Not in pain. We prayed for you so hard sweet baby girl... and we still will. You will always be a part of our hearts forever. I promise that mommy and daddy will cherish and honor your memory. I will miss your little kicks, asking for just one more bite of ice cream. I will miss you tossing and turning in my tummy right when I laid down to go to sleep. I will cherish these memories of you my angel... until we meet again 💕🎀