I’ve never had a boyfriend in my life. I’ve never really cared or felt the need to get one...HOWEVER recently, this year something in me changed and I saw all these people becoming couples and getting engaged and now my cousin has a boyfriend....and is I’ve been so obsessed with the idea of me being in a relationship. I’ve joined dating apps and it’s all I think about.....and I feel like it’s forced. Like it’s not going to happen naturally because I went on an app And looked for love. I KNOW that it’s unhealthy........

Maybe I should just stop the dating apps and just ignore the idea of dating all together for now...

Any advice???