I just got fucked by my best friend (of 25 years) son. We are both 47 years old and we have been best friends for quit some time but live in different states. Haven’t spent any time together or our kids almost all of our children’s lives. Bc of the long drive and money it would take. I live in Cali and she lives in Pennsylvania. But we still chat and stay in touch. Recently her son came to visit Cali for a modeling director session or something and needed a place to stay. Long story short when he arrived he was being quite obvious starring at my breast and camel toe. (I had just gotten done with a workout) as cliche as that sounds . He arrived at the opposite time I expected. Also by the way I am single and my kids are married and moved on. They have a wonderful child hood with me and my ex husband. But anyways back to the point. I’ve always been interested from when I watched porn from workout roles and stuff so i greeted him in and asked did he want to work out too bc I was almost done. He said sure and we worked out and I was getting turned on by the fact he was watching my breasts move up and down( I only had a bra and legging & I’ve always been in shape nothings loose anywhere lol) we finished . Continued to catch up and talk about life and why he was in Cali and how his mother (MY BSF) was doing. And eventually I told him I was going to take a shower. He laughed and said “let’s save water ma’am” I didn’t get it at first and obviously had a dumb founded look on my face and he just laughed it off. I then thought as I was getting undressed in the shower that I hadn’t had sex in a couple years and decided that I need to make a brave move tonight. He was old enough . Well more than old enough to consent. I walked out the bathroom down the stairs (naked and wet... I had a little porn to hype me up) lmbo. I was so nervous but excited. He was otp with his mother talking ab how nice it was out here in Cali ( I over heard before I entered) then when I did he said “ mom I have to go” I laughed obviously 😂😂 but he got hard from what I could tell and I asked him was it alright. He said it was the greatest day considering the interview, the wonderful place he’s at and a nice fucking milf ... his words. We walked upstairs and hopped in the shower. And he fucked me so hard my ass was moving the water handle😂 my nipples were so erotic by me watching water drip off of them and bounce to the floor. I have camera in my house bc I was previously robbed before and I have one in the bathroom ( I live alone) when he finished we rinsed off and dried off . He went to grab his bag and I immediately grabbed the laptop for the footage of the camera. I got so horny from just watching. My legs were so spread and my lips of my puss were throbbing and opening so wide it just felt so great. I shut my door and started fingering myself and he walked in. ( this guy gets hard very easily lol) round 2 now. He rubs my nipples around and around and then hold my legs back ... well after wards we had dinner and watched some tv and he fell asleep. He stayed for a week. Best week in my sexual life lol. Well 2 months it’s been. ( he got the job and lives 2 hours away from me. And we stay in contact but I’m pregnant. I took about 19 pregnancies tests and even went to my obgyn . Its a miracle and crazy . I don’t know who to tell or what to do. I’m supposed to be talking to a pastor a church I’m currently going to for almost 9 months now. We go out time to time and I feel bad for not telling him I had sex with another man. And now I’m pregnant too . I want to continue my relationship with both of them though. I’m currently at my daughters house with my son in law while the kids sleep. Advice pls lol