Feel like giving up!

Do you ever get turned away by trying to have sex with your husband? I try all the time! It’s starting to hurt me. My husband was just in the shower and I went in to talk to him and when he opened the shower curtain to get out I tried to give him oral to spice things up like before. Thinking he would like it he backed away and said no. 😔 I’m so done trying to give my all with this man. I’m seriously over it!