Hello all of you beautiful ladies!! I need to just blow off some steam and I hope that some of you could take the time to listen. I’ve been dealing with anxiety since I was about 11/12 and depression on and off since I was a sophomore in high school. I only really stated to recognize that what I was dealing with those things about a year ago, and I only started to try and take steps forward to start to heal this past fall. I’ve tried to force myself into doings that would make me feel better,like stating to take care of myself. doing things that I let slip, like washing my face everyday( ik eww), keeping my room clean and trying to eat better. Some days are better then others. Lately though I’ve felt like none of it matters because I feel like in a year from now I still will be stuck car less and living at home stuck with my overbearing controlling mother; I just feel so helpless and like I have no control over anything in my life.