I need advice please

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Okay I know I am a teen but idc. Okay so I was sitting down and my brother started being a ass as always. I was getting up to turn my light off and he said April never is nice and she always gets away with it teasing me and it worked. So I lightly hit him and he FLIPPED TF out. And started yelling at me I can’t hit you so you will NEVER touch me. ( btw I can’t even hug him or like give him a high five or he freaks out.) and after that he wouldn’t just shut up. (I have just recently been sick still getting over it and I scream. “JUST SHUT UP” and he said ummm no and continued reminder my mom is RIGHT THERE and my brother wouldn’t stop so I slammed everything down and ran to my room before I like hit him but harder. I was supposed to be watching tv with my mom but I just couldn’t. I came back out with a eraser to finish my drawing and he continued I ignored him but he kept going on. So I screamed until my throat was sore to shut him up. My mom said your going to mess your throat up and I replied I don’t care meaning I don’t care about my voice and she went through the whole you respect me I know your mad but idc you don’t be mean to me!!! I went to my room. Then my mom called me to watch a old timey movie and I said okay one sec in a low voice because I was sad and mad. And she loudly said Fine I won’t make you feel better. I just can’t it’s things like this that make me so sad, the only person I love like ACTUALLY love and respect is my father I’m around these people too much. (I’m homeschooled so I’m always with them)