So I had an abortion yesterday. I was only 6 weeks along. I have a 10 month old daughter already and have been on and off with the father- he’s emotionally abusive. And he was the father again this time. I just knew I couldn’t handle another baby on my own again as last pregnancy he was so mean to me and still barely likes our baby. I was just lonely one night and hooked up with him again and now I’m so angry I got myself in this situation. I knew getting an abortion was the best decision for everyone including my daughter because she deserves my full attention right now. But I’m super sad.. I felt fine leading up to the abortion and even afterwards I felt relief but then I woke up this morning and can’t stop thinking about the baby and who they would have been and I can’t stop crying. Has anyone else experienced this? What has helped you through ?