I feel jealous of other people’s accomplishment

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When my friend told me she had gotten a high score on a state wide test, i felt soo jealous. Instead of congratulating her i said it was a mistake, and that they probably messed something up. And when I did say congrats, it was so fake and there was no enthusiasm in my voice. Later on when I realize what i did, i felt so disgusting. That is probably one of my most toxic traits: being jealous of others accomplishments(especially friends). I really do not want to be that person. Somebody please help me.