I don’t want to want you anymore

I don’t want to like you

I don’t want to have feelings for you

I don’t want to hope you’ll text me

I don’t want to hope you’ll change your mind

I want to forget about you

I want to be over you already

Just thinking about you doing what we did with another girl makes me sad, thinking about you giving someone else the relationship I wanted with you makes me sad, I’m sad..😞😞 I wish things were different... I wish you wanted me..I always ruin everything. I hate myself

How do I move on?😞