Someone please help me 😭😔

Update: it seems it was a cyst thankfully my husband just was starting to wonder since I was in pain and eating/acting like I did when I was pregnant. Thank yall for your advice and prayers!

I'm Christian and honestly don't know where to post this and I feel like this group would be appropriate for this but now my mind is running and I need help making the decision once I find out if it's true.

I've been having really bad abdominal pain on one side where my ovaries would be and extremely nauseated. I have the mirena so if I got pregnant it would be a high chance of it being ectopic. I didn't feel this way with my first pregnancy but my husband has brought it to my attention that I'm actin alot like how I do when pregnant.

I know with this kind of pregnancy that it could kill me unless they remove the baby that is where I am having the most trouble isn't this abortion? I wouldn't be able to kill my baby even if it kills me but if it kills me I would be leaving my babies I already have and my husband. 😔 I don't know what to do i don't want to have a abortion. What's everyone elses thoughts? My husband is making me an appointment tomorrow to go get seen but I want to be prepared for the worst case scenario and I feel like this is it.