I need to vent..

Karina

So my husband and I were finally going to start trying in Jan. But then I got great news I got offered a different job,so I took it. Now We are putting TTC off due to being scared of getting pregnant and my new employer finding out and letting me go. BUT THEN when my probation period is over I don’t want to try because if we do get pregnant in May I’ll have my baby in Jan,which I don’t want. Is it crazy of me to pick what month my baby to be born? Should we start trying again now? Or wait till after my probation. I feel like me being a Virgo I’m over analyzing everytthhiiinggg😥😫