I’m 29 with two ages 3 and 5 (in June) their father has been absent for the majority of their lives and I’ve kept it pushing focusing on me and my kids. I have finally (after 3 years) found a man that was once just my friend ( and to be honest my fwb) who loves me and loves my kids. He has a daughter of his own and his own drama with the mother (which is wild since he pays for day care and requests to see her but the mother plays games). But I have found that love again a man that makes me feel like a little girl again but knows how to handle a house hold and children ( ladies he cooks he cleans and the kids love playin with him and they listen to him without question). But I think that I’m ready to have my 3rd I’ve always wanted a big family and I do t want them too far apart so there is always a connection and honestly so I can push them on their ways one after the other.

Am I crazy?