Idk what else to say besides that. This type of heartbreak i never knew i could have. Month after month, trying & trying. Wanting to be a mommy so bad, my husband always saying how he wishes god would bless us already, or how he wishes i was super fertile like everyone around us. What if i can’t get pregnant? All my life i’ve been surrounded by babies, and i’ve always known i wanted to be a mom more then anything. I have my first GYN apt Monday & i’m just praying and praying.

(he has a kid from a previous relationship so it isn’t him before anyone says that)

His babies mother is just bitter & he never gets to see his child. We’ll be taking her to court soon. But we want our own. 💔