Wanting a family...

Kimber

My husband and I are TTC since we miscarried twins. We are both in our early 30’s and I’m a plus size woman. I would like to have our family completed by my mid-late 30’s because I don’t want to be an old lady at my kids high school graduation. Anyways..my husband and I baby danced every day during my ovulation week. I’m terrified of being disappointed and getting a negative test. We used preseed frequently during BD. I guess I’m posting this wondering if I’m being irrational or if I’m alone it there in this....