So when I was younger my dad would always tell me how fat, ugly and disgusting I was. That no boy would ever want to marry me because I dressed like a Tom boy. (Only because everything girly I never had confidence to wear because of him.)

Several years later I still have body issues and 0 confidence. I can’t shop for new clothes because I get upset and cry over feeling ugly and fat. I can’t eat right/comfortable because I don’t want to gain weight. It’s just a really bad issue that I have and doesn’t go away.

I’m pregnant now and every time my grandma (his mom) sees me she calls me fat. Like I can never feel good about myself, I never get close to :/

Did anybody get over this?? How?