Me and my husband have been ttc for about a year now. Every month has brought disappointment when af shows up. I'm really hoping this is our month, as I say to myself every month. I'm 3 days away from when af is supposed to arrive. I debated taking a test this morning just for fun but I ended up not because I dont want to be sad all day when it comes up negative. I know deep down it'll happen when its supposed to happen but it still hurts when it doesnt every month 😔 My husbands dad and brother just moved to Texas which is 18 hours away from us for a new job and that's taken a real toll on us. And my husbands mom, (my husband is a mommas boy and I'm very close to her as well) just announced that she would be leaving for Texas in may (and we completely understand why). With so much sadness, me finally conceiving would bring so much joy to us and all of our family. Just imagining one day holding my baby so close to me is sometimes all that gets me through somedays. I'm doing my best to remain positive but I truly cant wait to see the rainbow after the storm ❤🌈