Online dating

Has anyone online dated and found their husband? How did your first date go? I know I’m jumping so far ahead but I have anxiety so hear me out. I went on a first date last night for the first time with someone I met online. And oh my gosh, I felt so comfortable, genuinely happy and excited. It didn’t feel awkward at all. I felt like I knew this guy forever! It felt like a friendship almost. And he didn’t try to make moves on me besides basic holding the door open and paying and being an overall gentlemen. Didn’t try to get physical right away and that impressed me because I get so anxious and uncomfortable when guys expect a kiss on the very first date or hold hands or yada yada. I just want to know from other people’s experiences what kind of feelings they felt when they first met their significant other/husband. My last relationship was so toxic so it’s like I associate love with hurt, dependency, anxiety, and these other intense feelings. This guy just felt more peaceful and refreshing. I don’t want to ruin a good thing.