Hating the world today.

My hubby and I just had our 3rd baby... and he gets up at night and makes 2 bottles. While I stay up and half hour to feed and the change butt. Soon as he fixes a bottle right back to sleep. So I'm not getting hardly any sleep. I wake up in the morning to a messy house he didnt pick up his stuff so I have to clean the house again. I get so tired of picking up after him bc he wont take the extra couple steps to throw it away or the fact I am thr one mainly taking care of our newborn son and it has me just hating the world today. I'm exhausted, I have to clean, and take care of our 3 kids 3 and younger alone. While he comes home and plays xbox. Being a stay at home mom is work. Idc what anyone says it's like having a job. It just would be nice if he could help more.