I know I’m not out till af shows.

I know 9 dpo is still very early since most women implant on this day.

I’m going to wait until my period is late. I’m not even going to test at 12 dpo.

I was impulsive because I really thought it would be positive today!

It’s just disheartening to see.

I’m not sure why I’m even posting this. Guess I just wanted to get it off my chest.

Side note* first time I was pregnant I didn’t get a faint line till after af was due. My cycle averages 40 days with an 18 day luteal phase typically.

*could be extra early for me 🤷🏼‍♀️