I hate my mom

She always need to borrow money. Her husband has a job but all his money gets “lost” and someone steals them from his account. His pay checks are always late, at least that what he tells my mom. Since January they have borrowed 250$ from me to buy cigarettes and food. I am only 16 and my mom AND her boyfriend depends on my money. Like what the actual fuck get a job and be an independent adult. Their both 40! She tells me that I don’t have to. But she knows that I will because I do anything for her. Manipulative bitch.

And she always complains about her husband. He never helps her, he’s always in a bad mood, he’s an alcoholic, he always ask for money etc. I tell her to leave him but she hits me with bullshit like “I still love him”. She talked with her psychiatrist and she asked if my mom was afraid to be alone since she has no parents or siblings nearby. And we only visit every other week.

She’s always so stupid. Her last relationship lasted 8 years and he was cheating on her the whole time with a whore far away. Me and my brother constantly told her to leave him because first of all we didn’t like him. He was mean and disrespectful towards everyone and he was super creepy to me. But she stuck with him because “she loved him”. Then she got depressed and met this alcoholic fucking dickhead. Her “lifesaver”. She is such a fucking idiot. She knows that their relationship is toxic and bad for her but she is to afraid to leave him. Like grow the fuck up. And now she needs to borrow more money so her alcoholic husband can drink some more and never get out of his habit because she allows him to drink now since he was sober for two weeks before New Years!!! Wow he is such a good man. He even stole money from me last year to buy alcohol but she didn’t do shit about that.

It annoys me so much because I have to be with her every other week and listen to them fight, then she complains to me about how dumb he is and then she tells him how much she loves and appreciates him. I fucking hate her and I wish that I would never have to see her again until she leaves him.